Yeah.. I wanted a club and he wanted a laundry mat and we BOTH dreamed of getting out… the first time I cheated was because the guy told me he took a bitch to Florida and that’s what killed us bot noooo we were kids and not balling like that but how did you know?
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That one… it was so impossible that’s who I thought it was but it wasn’t… I got hit in ny and nj and nc too… it must’ve been the same person cause nah I didn’t get nothing either but still all these years later test every 6 months
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I had a few friends that were stirippere but nah I’m too self conscious like that… even then
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I respect them though…
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I’d be safe for like 2-4 weeks… they must be wealthy without a job to move to torture me
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And I had him on DNA THREE fucking times if they would listen to and believe me and just fucking check
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So I did…
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Because I was white and my profile… I mean the town I grew up in knew id get pulled and searched like every other month
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I got hard when I went away at 13… that’s when my
Mom said I changed… my sister said I changed after Hollins got shot and evidentially pac noticed that too
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I wish he was still alive so I can ask him why he got married 3 days after my bday
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Someone must’ve lied to him
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I never remembered at allll until I was shot too… which they all say never happened besides my dad
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I didn’t date for like 8 years besides magic… I did really feel him there WAS a bond
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Starting feeling like if he knew the real me type… but he betrayed me for someone like the real and it’s all good - I despise fighting and arguments and that’s all he wanna do anyway
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Nah… PAC why I have a perfect record LMAO
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I used to see him and run too
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I’m blessed he dedicated so much of his life and after to me and just want to give him the same back
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MORE back*
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I want to meet his sister and love that she is so involved in mental health too
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Honestly… I rather just sit here and write… especially when I don’t feel good
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Ok:::
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I know… she look just like him, right? I hate when they call me a wack job cause the psychs are good at keeping me sick… I just say dealing with things that would have you locked in a panic room eating a styrofoam cup
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Stray jacket never… tied to the bed… 3x
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Ain’t nothing sweet about mental
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People should have more compassion
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Nah even at 13 I had problems for real… I mean cutting my arm chanting shut up shut up shut up every time my parents wouldn’t stop fighting… I agree - that’s mental
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My father grew up in an abusive environment beyond comprehension on multiple levels - we used to talk alot
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Very poor too
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He is a genius literally and got full scholarship at Manhattan college engineering… then came the money then came the bitches etc etc etc
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My mom was a model… she’s gorgeous but I think he loved the trophy not her
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But really did love her the most when it was already too late
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50 I BEEN known I’m your writer… WHATS UP?!??!?
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Nah she stoped modeling after high school and was a secretary… she went back to modeling costumes for a while when my parents first broke up
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The strongest most selfless woman you will EVER meet… she not just pretty outside