letter to the world

[Tein]

I've come to find myself once again wandering blindly
only piercing blackness in front behind and beside me
i feel separation from light within my heart subsiding
cant seem to escape the terror of wailing and crying
the horrors of this place are more real than lightning
increased perception of feelin' far beyond frightening
no more pain only agony remains for eternity, i wish
now i could relive my life, impossible... but one thing
is a certainty, i exist here to suffer, Lucifers courtesy
is more welcoming than southern hospitality nothing
imaginable could describe the flames of hell, i've died
and all thats left is terror in the bottomless pit i dwell
my alarm clock goes off and i wake up to screaming
... it's my own and i'm scared to open my eyes but
relieved to see the sun beaming i visited a place that
i thought i'd never be leaving, so grateful to be alive
the world enlightens my eyes as tears start to fall im
so happy that i was dreaming i know now that life is
misleading if you let yourself wander blindly... beers
for everyone, im treating... never let your life become
confining although you may not always do the perfect
thing or have the best timing, just know that a savior
keeps account of everything & keeps the sun shining
some don't believe but i know christ died for our sins
on the cross, just so you can be happy and never lost
keep good alive with your words and in your thoughts
and please realize that not everything bad is your fault
I've been through enough to know what's true & false
but sometimes it can be a struggle to survive at all cost
even your own blood will betray your innocence, careful
with what you wish for make sure it's relevant... nothing
in this world ever stays celibate perversion will stomp to
death any purity like an elephant, if you let it & no matter
what the hearts of men seldom grow benevolent most of
the time you'll get your cut throat for showing sentiment
emotions but keep your flow streaming like the motions
of the oceans... true devotion is what keeps life exciting
like your roller coastin'... if you love titties... grab a pair
and motor boat them, there's nothing in the universe a
being of flesh couldn't accomplish, fuck robin; who needs
an accomplice? you can only live your life let others have
their own, destiny is the outcome of a thought process
meaning if you got cash you can get a top notch bitch...
the flesh is what manifests reality until you're in a coffin
so enjoy what you claim because it will not be forever...
i come to you today not to try and be clever, but to try
and reach a hand out to my neighbor & accomplish any
endeavor its love which binds the world euphoria kicking
in making you light as a feather and hatred for ones self
could turn the most beautiful day into the ugliest weather
the hate man has for the world contains him like a straight
jacket made of leather the weak and fearful crumble under
demising pressure, strength comes from the soul, torture
consumes the weak... i hope this was tantalizing, but never
meant for it to be a lecture... i'm not a professor, but the
sorrows i've felt have brought me to express my confessions
for hope that the agonizing depressions of the earth aren't
brought upon by your own professions... i've come to you all
today to let you know there's days that will be better & your
mom could be your greatest blessing if you let her and living
isn't all about bitches and stacking cheddar... i feel empathy
for your soul so i wrote you this letter and at least one bitch
will do you wrong homie, man just forget her... and if i know
one thing it's you'll never be alone, even if you lose everything
your family and your home... as long as your heart beats the
will to live will hopefully stay strong and caring for yourself will
get you higher than hits from a bong... that's just the way it is
and life goes on thug life runnin through my veins so im strong

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