A Disciple's Thread

[NoNun2]

Someone please make them stop fucking with my electronics IE FUCKING WITH MY HEAD

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I’m trying to stay focused thru all the personalities it’s hard to stay on track

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Writing and hair my primary concern… just getting over bronchitis - it’s crazy cause I haven’t needed an inhaler since like high school when I grew out my asthma - guess I grew back into it

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My relationship is going to hell and I’m more confused then ever

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Oh my massage lady said she open Fridays then said she not gonna be there anymore after I felt like my old white friend a second

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Tired of being their joke and trash can and don’t know how to just make it all leave me alone

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People saying I want attention… nah I want to get paid for doing what I love to do which is now writing… I loved being an ea too

[NoNun2]

[NoNun2]

Guys I don’t want to entertain anybody that stalks me via electronics no matter who they are though

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As a result of everything… super creepy and uncomfortable.

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I haven’t been able to hold a job since 2012 - anything good enough to get paid for? Was hoping for $85k a year on a maybe 10 year contract for something to start?

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I do miss my job and old life… and nah I really not faking

[YG]

You haven’t worked in 12 years and want a job that pays $85k a year rofl

What are your qualifications besides schizophrenia?

[NoNun2]

Myrtle beach 2010? I cried to my man and his daughter… didn’t realize she was mine too

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Atrophy… but I was an EA like 15 years (secretary) and got a 3.65 GPA in college despite. My last year I maxed out at $85k and want it back

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@yg

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I got to go to London too… but never did get back to go as rourist

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It reminded me of Boston

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Nah I wasn’t fucking my boss either LMAO

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The only person I ever messed with at work was Andy and we never slept together either

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Coke (tear drop)

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Gabriel really hurt hard

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I knew I was wrong for keeping him alive so long

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Maybe you all did have a clue how funny that Cheryl call was smh just trying

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I don’t have a temper like that anymore though - I mean sometimes and somethings I pop and I can’t really tell but since I realized I would I really worked hard so I wouldn’t

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Talking about I’m sitting up here privy like I do nothing wrong… hell no

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Someone’s throwing a lot of money around to keep me down and it’s all being wasted

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Some people care about money

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… and torture

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What did I even do?

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Yeah totally forgot about that rental thing… I would just back hand him hard on the side of his head and let him know I’m looking for any excuse

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I personally LOVE Mary…

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I don’t need some bitch u hardly even met mediating my family or life either

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Back off I almost swear I can get you sent to Guantanamo

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I hardly even met*

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I’m aware she lied… fucked all my exes and when she realized it was a bad look set up her best friend to sleep with then

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And allegedly selling me too!

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I can’t call it…

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Never thought stupid as fuck would turn so traumatic… did you have talking about the one when she lived in ct?

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O n tape

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Ok but if they take one of mine I take one of theirs starts now… I know I need to be stronger - I know they did it to my dad too

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No emoticon don’t wanna call you out by name… sometimes the otherside has one really dumb one that will take the rest out for us!

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I have to try to sleep… yeah… on purpose too guys? Why?

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First it was Jan 4 then it was Jan 5… wtf is going on for real?

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I’m good

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The Art of War… no more!!!!

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Dating? Nah… I’m good

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Nah I at first I thought it was the feds then I thought is was the dirty cops then I just didn’t give a fuck who it was until people started getting arrested

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No snitch here - I never caught a case where I even would have to

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I hate jail more then mental

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Nah… I hate mental more

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I never in my life sent anyone there

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But mc about to be the first

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It’s not the projects but I been trying fever since to get my mom her house back

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Ever*

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The bandana… I had a haircut where the back was shaved and wore it like that when it was growing out and I wanted to wear it up

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That? My cousin was bullied in school so I said give it to me I’ll be the best mom ever. Evidentially WE would be the best parents ever - he was their for that oath

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And die for my child at all costs

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Now I know why I never found love again either

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Supporting myself being happy making people look pretty makes me happy too… but I really need some money

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I thought getting mentally ill again was a punishment because who I was, was wrong… until my boy told me I really wasn’t

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Cocky… definitely

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That no more either

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I see him everywhere - even a sign on my dads wall in the hospital

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I know I need to study more…

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And despite being that bitch to do that to um - he dedicated his afterlife too. I wish I remembered more but know besides my mom who taught me my heart

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Him*

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When I was a kid all I would do was write and play Barbie with my besitirs

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I guess I tried to shut that out too - that side of writing and stuff

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Bikes Jay… we’d call out our make and model cars before we’d ride out

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Is one your writers my fathers?

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Thank you for waking me up whether you meant to or not

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I heard my mom on the phone… did I have a stroke?

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Nah I don’t want to date or get married… I wast a trust, my own money again to spend as I want without having to tell or ask anyone… I can’t stand control freaks it seems like I’m always surrounded and nah my mom doesn’t do that to me I just feel bad I can’t work and get knocked down every time I try

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My family has NOTHING to worry about… I’m FINE LoL

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Seriously… we need help

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I’m embarrassed how it unfolded when I’d send weird writing shit to everybody… but why didn’t people just tell me who was around and who was this or that though too…

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Or how they be prestepping me and my body

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My sister smart as fuck… keep her safe cause all she has to do is write the outline for me and I’ll mail it

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Nail it*

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It’s not I forgive everybody… just when it’s family I understand and that’s what I hate about my dads family

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I hear him literally too… telekinesis essay in middle too

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Pac is never do a thing to intentionally disrespect you. You like my god they keep taking away

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I’d never do*

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Ps I love you… turned it off balling after 3 minutes… u might’ve blocked the hurt out too

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Yeah… I had 2… my second heart break - how did you know though?

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No I loved my ex that picked me up from the fall to death too…

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Chris no way… that bitch and anyone affiliated is OUT OF HERE

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Not trying to play him - we see how we do as friends

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Kevin… GO TO FUCKING HELL TOO

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Pain slices thru your soul it’s like a nasuoes feeling but more like you about to get dropped

[NoNun2]

I don’t know shit about magic but still trust the people who do… only that one bitch constantly blocking me from my family on purpose

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God I miss this site from before when it was bumping

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It’s the most respectful and very least I can do… I’m a try my best to stay single

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No I wouldn’t… you slept with every man I dated which was only 2 but then ran up bills and accounts for thousands? Talking MAD shit behind my back… and I was really gonna crown you the realest. My judge of character worth nothing these days too!

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I respected that you didn’t judge me when I was so sick… guess you really did and ever since

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No time for fake friends…

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Hearing them make me want to fight but I’m 46 next week… how I look doing that?

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I wish he wasn’t here right now… I hate that fake shit stop throwing it anywhere near me… I’m not all about sex like that any way

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And if you told me and we spent him instead I would’ve told you yeah… I really do might think he’s yours

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He just got out… why you all do him like that though?

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Give him a chance though and back off and nah we not getting back together but staying friends

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And if I get shot for choosing happiness again I’m really gonna freak out

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We both need help with our reps now too

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You have him looking like the biggest fucking asshole and he wasn’t usually

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Nah I love being successful and independent and making my own money, driving nice cars, not have to stress over bills… work doing something I love… THATS happy to me… not a man!

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Fuck Ray he was out of there and I WAS gonna jump back in the game to do it on my own

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It was literally my last life line and all resources tapped

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And they still won’t let me get back up since…

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The rental removed the doa QUICK… but me seeing Kas bullet scars was the better way to tell me when I got so sick again, right? WHO is the advisor here? For real…

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To move out for old the 10th time… establishing yourself on repeat or even once takes MONEY

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I’m negative in all accounts

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Yo for real guys… my gma even disowned me!!!! I know she know I didn’t do shit to deserve any of the things people said and did so it doesn’t hurt and I have a high hope I can get a jump selling my lyrics back to you all that I wrote to

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It meant something to me… maybe it means something to you too

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My ex used to read my notebooks which was cursing everyone out but after waiting 24 hrs to see if I still felt that way to give to them usually I didn’t give a fuck to anymore so didn’t so they piled up and I can have a lethal tongue too

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Nique though… they off the hook right now still



And when Tony said that… I robbed him

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I know not everybody is bad or hates me but really…was just looking for real

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Now between real and true… I’m staying with true

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I shot up the wall with the paint gun cause that’s where my ex was jumped and the porche and my favorite friend was too

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Bringing my closest to my little brother… that was random and I suppose I should’ve told him why

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Guys… you have the funniest story though… I wish I knew how to write books or screenplays cause DB cracks people up

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Crack head? NICE!!!! Never even once

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I was glitching on the accusation before I heard big too though

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Rule 4: don’t feed into it, never feed into it (but I know how hard that is for us who by nature do) asking why

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“We was young and we had heart… but we survive thru the bad parts” I pray you did Pac

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But since I see and hear you everywhere… I’m not sure… HOWEVER biggie got shot after pac died so how pac say that… and I get hope… please don’t string it along - are you coming back for me?

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Guys I wouldn’t trust her from day one… she jumped out a moving car when her mom tried to take her to xrises interventiob - now THATS crazier than me so how she sane though?

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I never trusted her like that EVER

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You all set that Tennessee titi shit on purpose… and don’t care how sick stress and drama makes me like me not going to school cause my heart broke not a real illness… I used to be able to fog and flip out on my lunch break EASY… but I’m tired, worn down, and not built like that anymore

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Act 1 and Act 2 LMFAO… why would I think it had anything to do with me… or us… just thought I related

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YoI’m Brent the itinerary on purpose didn’t you? When I flipped and popped his tires with a screw driviee on my lunch break?

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Someone outside my house right now

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Why they stay fucking with me though?

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I know your his cousin but don’t know how o know that either

[NoNun2]

Guys is the bra pic too far? What does Jicera say?

[NoNun2]

I only trust pac and 50 right now

[NoNun2]

Why they have to make me feel and look so ugly too?

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I mean it got reduced to he had ZERO respect for me… idk what happened either

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Right now don’t have time to care

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I’m only going to school if I look normal

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That was hysterical em… pac? Why do I cringe at the sound of digital underground?

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Yeah I even have mad girls from my school in parts too

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Let me correct… I would put them in parts for our story

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K me!!!

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I always wish well but it never ever really happen

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To be honest… some times I don’t even wanna write anymore either

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I’m not scared of sug so I would assume it wasn’t him

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Shit pac we have more hits then open mic… when I get paid? $9.99 do you realize how much money that is?

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I mean keep a free forum but if you want to be scouted type shit

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And the sky drive etc

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This site saved me too

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I’m not sorry I lied to you I don’t regret it at all other then what I almost did to your career

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I can see your eyes thru anybody

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I died at I miss you

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Pls pls pls that hitch twisting him out he need more help… he really wasn’t an asshole like that

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And for the 5… restoration MINIMAL

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Restitution*

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I know how he would spend my money with the next bitch so he really need his own too

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I’m not the one and you can ask anyone but 227 that

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08… nah I’m not playing with you girl

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Pac the genius… not me

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Stop using and abusing my social - emotional never gave it to you

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I never gave it to you*

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Fuck me for what? Giving you every man you ever wanted? Like here take him too

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If he would

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Yeah broke… aight kanan… I can say that now

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Jump me who care

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I’m not your bitch either

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And all I have is me… one on one

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I told T we can even set a kick box in a year if you need it

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But ima definitely and finally whoop your fucking ass for this

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I actually respected your salt selling ass too

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Not a man… my social

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You obviously saw I knew and was observing you twisted freaks

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I ain’t fought over a man ever in my life…and the only way I would was if it was pac

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Nah officer I didn’t even know who that one was until she came up to me talking shit then running

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Yeah we did fight on the police station lawn… and I didn’t really pop off until she took her kid out the car on a high speed chase for the SECOND TIME

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I mean show me something to respect and I will

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But I don’t get mines right

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Didn’t even know who the bitch fucking was

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Until she said her name

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Ced was telling me how she was sucking his dick in hatters park too… I get it… a little deflection

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All good… I’ve done it too - sometimes I actually like it

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But not everyone

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Prolly gonna get beat to death but I’m soooooo effing TIREDDDDD

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That’s why I can’t step to maybe trap either - family reunions and shit

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Maybe real*

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And the other one?!?! Omg she obsessed with him too

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If it’s not perfect it’s prolly not right - especially if it cause that much hate

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Now I know why… THEY NOT PAC

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Never found it

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Not to my face though… at least I respect the bitch for stepping

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Whee Tif at? She still crazy too?

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I loved that baby girl

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I knew I had to be with a black girl and when I was in trouble he/they came to pick me up

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BECAUSE I LNEW YOU HAD TO BE WITH A BLACK WOMAN

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That’s why I stopped giving a fuck

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Was just looking for real ced.. just looking for real… I was gonna get right back

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Damn I think that was actually the first thing I cried

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Nah but they only see the black ones.. I dated white Spanish and middle eastern too

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Marlin my first friend in db… I still love and trust him too… he used to call me angel

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Even when I was plucking blunts out his mouth but then started smoking too

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Back then we used to joke about you can serve a d 3x nah you go you go LOL

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They raised me right and kicked me out too… but i jumped back in cause it gave me life again too

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I guess praying every day like that maybe

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To be honest about to again… I got pay my moms and suppor myself again

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I just don’t know nobody anymore

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Hell no I ain’t going to him NO WAY

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He an above the law snake bitch too

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Sorry ULTIRE not snake

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No he had no rite to set me up 7/4 and never did… how did he even know?

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No that’s side a nightmare just get them all away from me

[NoNun2]

No that’s side a nightmare just get them all away from me

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Nah it’s just a spell again lke the other 2 I’ll get over this in 1 week too..: I don’t like them and I’m not throwing them

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You hate no rite to spell on me either

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Take your fake shit hoe

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Excelerated passion ain’t shit to the real

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Why do you insist on taking that from me… I don’t even like it

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They came in with the sick shit again and I told him and he didn’t care either

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I’m off him Joe… have him too

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To be honest… I never want to have sex again now

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Never in my life will I fight for a man… he supposed to fight for me

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Don’t ever throw that shit at me or my relationship again

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That’s not my god how are they on my body and how do I get them off it too

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I don’t believe in that shit

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I don’t like this religion I want to be myself

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I can’t even keep up with cleaning I’m so sick again

[YG]

@NoNun2

Where the nudes at?

[NoNun2]

Who say I have to live like that? WHY?!??!

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No way… never

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I don’t remember who was there but it was peace and comfort and not the fake shit

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Then they brain washed that too

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FINE NUN… I prefer it for pac

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How I didn’t have a clue even after all that though

[NoNun2]

@yg nah I’m not like that and when I was posting panty shots… it started cause all the avatars here is small butts so I was representing for team fat girl