A Disciple's Thread

[NoNun2]

[NoNun2]

Like… I don’t really like your dad

Don’t let me find out pacs money funded my torture!

[NoNun2]

[NoNun2]

Tied

They on my body but they not my God
Figure it out figure it out - I fucking did and all it left me was scarred
They not gonna stop until they get the answer they want
And I ain’t living sick for no man especially A dope head who front
Or the female cunt that only Jesus would want
My man? Now he just feel so good and fit like a glove
Peace, comfort, and trust
And all the other shit that bad girls gone good dream of
His pharmone aura
Got me begging - ahora
But…
My brain is officially out of order
And every other excuse they made so I couldn’t get a sip of water
Please believe me… I never knew I had a daughter
Mental health is real
I need sleep to heal
Poke tapped and prodded but nobody tell me what’s real
And I still don’t know how i feel
I just don’t want to beg or make light of a hater
Just wondering wtf is all the hate for?
pussy ass bitch just a low level whore
I suffer for no man, no one never again, and no gun never no more!
Love 2/4

[NoNun2]

Nailed it today at school and got me a new client! Amen lol

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Retouch and highlight

[NoNun2]

[NoNun2]

[NoNun2]

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I lost the picture again… how do they get in my house?

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Tired of everyone fucking with my head

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And not telling me what’s going on

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Yeah I’m pretty sure my ex help them now too

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Wish he knew he better than that but I tried

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I feel like going on strike… it’s too hard but I can’t do that to my mom and need my own money

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I have no friends… did they do that so I’d be desperate and go to him? HELL NO HE DISGUSTS ME

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They believe their own lies and I wouldn’t go to him even if pac asked me himself to

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I prefer to die then have to… why would I have to? Yeah right

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Him and my old friends just swear they tricked me too… NOPE

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I refuse to live in their sick weird world and they won’t let me get back to mine

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You have them on conspiracy, attempted murder, negligent homicide, accessory to rape after the fact, false reporting… WHAT THE FUCK IS THE PROBLEM?!?!

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How the hell do I get them away from me and out of my flesh

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Does anyone even realize that my life and dreams are OVER because of them and this

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They paying people to hurt me but expect my mom to support me when they make me this sick

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They paying people to cover it up yet I don’t even have my own money and haven’t in a DECADE

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Everytime I try to get back up I get a spirit infection and forced to share my body tapping and tracing and shit which I really can’t stand

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On top of my mental illness which they refuse to give me disability for too

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What’s going on and who is running this shit? My dad chose to die instead of telling me and I want to know what the fuck is going on

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It takes 3-5 hours to fall asleep cause they won’t stop talking or asking questions or talking and waking me up as soon as I do fall asleep

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The pain, the sleepwalking, the sick shit, the mentally abusive shit - why don’t anyone help or tell me and make them stop?

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They threw sick shit during sex to get me off him and I think a spell too cause it always go opposite and I dont like him for real anymore - hate and iw is getting stronger

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They have done this to every relationship I hav ever had and I wanr to know who and why even though I’m sure it was the fraud them bitches set me up with on 4th of July

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Idgaf who your brother is LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE

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They know that, they ALL know I’m not like that - just like pac been trying to tell you all. I WANT MY OWN FUCKING MONEY

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Why are they allowed to put THEIR SINS IN MY BODY?

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Is there any way to fix and prove that cause I’m tired of strangers coming up to me to say if I was you I’d kill myslelf

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Please I didn’t do shit and lived my life to answer to God the best I can

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Why won’t anybody help me or fix it?

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If I tell my mom they are sleeping me and robbing me again I go back to mental HELLLLL NOOOOO

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It’s not even my religion or culutire so HOW?

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Isn’t there a way to prove who and fix it?

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And the voices… I deal with the medical ones too much for their extra too

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I was sleeping and kept waking up because I kept feeling that gross nasty bitch in my body for some reason

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Them and the fraud is why it’s gone wrong all these years and made me thus sick and refuse to stop or go away

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I’ve told him no afleazt 3-4x

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I didn’t give them my body either though and it’s gross

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Feels like bestealiry gross the growls in my stomach and such

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I’ve told him no afleazt 3-4x

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Iwww his thumb too (throw up)

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They’re trying to make my thiumbs like that too… SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME AND FIX IT

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Please fix my thumbs and body ��

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That’s why every time I start to lose weight I get fatter again STOP

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Why are they allowed to change my body that my god gave to me and not them

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They didn’t even ask perrmossion

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They’re forcing me to share my body… typing for me and everything to that I always have to fix… NO… ITS MY BODY AND I DONT WABT TO SHARE WITH THEM OR LIVE LIKE THIS

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I hear them on my roof and I’m mentally ill dealing with real voices that make me sick

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LEAVE ME ALONE I DONT HAVE TO BR THIS SICK

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Yes they do know what I’ve been thru and stalked me and tricked my friends and family since 97

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Maybe 96 when my besties got mad at me and wouldn’t tell me why

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I refuse to be disrespected in order to find out wtf is going on

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They ruined another relationship as soon as we started building again by making me sick and lying to my bf

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IM MENTALLY FYCKING ILL AND DONT KNOW HOW TO GET THEM OUT OF ME OR STOP - I HAVE ZERO DEFENSE IN MU OWN FLESH

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You can’t change my culture body and religion just cause you want what? Money? Cause I don’t have none

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I wouldn’t be with you for a trillion dollars

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I hear your disgusting voice shut up and get off my roof and stop stalking me… I don’t even barely know you!!! We never even dated!!!!!

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You pretended to be pac

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Why? wtf do you really want?

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And let me guess… she pretended to be me?

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Is that why everybody hates and disrespects me or why I got judged and dropped after the gang rape you guys knew would happen if you went a second round? But nah you went again and pac u really think they went AGAIN NOW TOO

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I really don’t know what’s worse then getting assaulted up and down the east coast with nobody helping or believing
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But they went again

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I’m not into witch craft and have no clue how to fix me or make them stop

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Please make them stop changing the way I walk or talk case I’m good and better how I was… who knows how to fix this and me?

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I can’t stand it I can’t stand feeling like this

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I can’t stand their world either

[NoNun2]

I’ve been shaking since my relationship went to a point of no return… that’s means reeper is with me so I feel safe… fucking try it

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They brought back my ashtray too

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But never the money they steal or credit cards too

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They refuse to take no for an answer - this isn’t my religion and I refuse it to be… GET THE FUCK OUT OF ME

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STOP FUCKING STALKING ME TOO!!!! I WASNT THE FUCKING STALKER EITHER AND YOU KNEW THIS

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Someone was coming in and out my house when me and my ex broke up in like 2004 - there was eucalyptus from my plant on the lawn and assumed it was a dirty cop

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So you saw all the shit go down and never helped either - I ALWAYS LIVED MY LIFE LIKE SOMEOJE WAS WATCHING CAUSE MY DAD WAS BEING BLACK NAILED TOO

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WTF IS THE PROBLEM

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I was clean why sweat it I didn’t realize it was to such extreme

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Then I relapsed and saw the dissapoint in the yankee gas guys face who was parked in front of my house - again why sweat it thought they’d realize I went straight and would go away

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The worst I ever did was sniff cocaine

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Oh boy you surround me with dope heads but boy that will never be me

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INDIDNT DO SHIT AND YOU KNOW JT

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Why do they think they can force me to change my religion? NOOOOOOOO

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GET OUT OF AND OFF ME!!!!!

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I don’t care if you had the fountain if youth get off me you make me sick even more then you already did prior making my mental illness worse on purpose

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It’s feels FUCKING DISGUSTING

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Sorry I don’t fuck with strangers in the shade or trust them… I’m an eye to eye bitch… I don’t listen to or entertain the voices in my head either

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I don’t have to be this sick if they just leave me and my body alone

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My old friends was fucking selling my free will and I’m just trying to figure out how they fucking got it to begin with

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Since 2001 caught a second when she was there and I walked in and we kissed in front of her and ah hah again on 2012 or 2013 - don’t I get a say in your marriage ceremony’s?

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You my priest and church now?

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How the fuck did them socio bitches get my free will to even begin with?

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Why does everybody think it’s ok to do to me?

[NoNun2]

That’s their culture and religion not mine please get them off of and out of me

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They were trying to do the shit for me

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The second I typed die to myself I ran out of work crying cause I knew they were back and sure enough here comes oh boy who allegedly saw me on the highway which is impossible - he would’ve thought I still lived in NC but nah he saw me in a car he never see not my style in a city I don’t live in with my hair curly which is soooo rare

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THATS why the only time the wouldn’t do the sick shit is when I was with my boy too

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How does it get worse then up and down the east coast though… SOMEONE better be able to stop this shit

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Yes you have the phone convo where u told her I was too?

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I told her*

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I’m actually glad you told them I was talking about you then made me… die slow bitch

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The one where she said she lived in ct when they did that…

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Check the phone bills of when she was at court when I stole the car… we weren’t friends for 3 years prior - please find ONE phone call we had - as I just typed treason to my fucking self

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She called and apologized a couple weeks later and I thought she grew up and forgave her

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Thought I was hallucinating but that’s why I was going off on the cop