Somebody say Robin Williams?
I been crazy for a minute,
brain storming? Well, there's some tornadoes in it.
Wake up most mornings, hallucinogens on my biscuit,
trying to hear the rain pourin but it's hard to listen...
so many voices talking over each other,
can't even enjoy the acid in my butter.
They say I'm a hot mess, but little do they know,
everything I've dropped sets up the payload.
Catch me on the streets prepping for the dream,
stressing to be seen but to come clean, oh no...
never show true colors, everybody's got disorders,
it's 2021, everybody's depressed or on corners.
My mind ain't feeble, it's just a rocky road,
these ideas more lethal than a spotty toad.
God? He won't budge to judge me,
we had an argument once, consider him lucky.
Nothing can touch me, everybody loves me,
I murdered Covid and just kept running.
21 personalities try to jump me, I'm split,
can't decide if my mind is a club or if I'm sick.
My whole life, I've been told I ain't shit,
until I took these fists and engraved lips.
I've got a temper that's sank ships,
a titanic charisma that's aged since.
My dreams working dayshifts,
I pay rent with the tears of fake kids.
If you say shit, my wrath'll break limbs,
punish you so bad you scream AMEN!
My perception destroys lames,
catch you with flame, Hellboy aim.
Life's a war and I drop the atomic,
settle the score with raw gossip.
If anybody's caught ricochet
I don't give a fuck, next topic!
This your inner devil, there's no better,
we gotta ride or die fo ever.
So what if you make a few mistakes?
Your heart aches, that's hard to change.
Nobody's perfect, but we're close as fuck,
our ghosts sprung from PTSD, drugs,
alcohol, sluts, everybody who broke our trust.
Who the fuck are they to judge?
A bunch of broken people just like US?
Look at you, shook, confused,
crooked abuse got ya spine obtuse.
God, dude, stand up straight,
get those thoughts out from yo brain.
We both know you're great,
so what if you're insecure, wait,
maybe you've a right to find things strange
when actions have been deranged.
Smoke crack with Oscar on sesame street,
fail a drug test cuz your burger had sesame seeds.
Take Kermit by the strings, rip out his throat,
listen to him croak faster than Diasick's folks.
Seize the day, dunno how, I can't seem to change,
I can't flee or chase my dreams away...