I kind of realized that I love to spit, and I love to write, but definitely not all the damn time. Anytime someone says I should try really hard to blow up or whatever, I spend the next week trying to write and record all the time, but it's just not me. I find that like once every 3 months or so I'll get motivated for a while, drop a track, and be done for that point in time. The shit that kills me about it is I know if I kept attacking it and stayed persistent I would be dope as fuck, but somehow just being a good emcee who drops a track every now and then is enough for me.
I need someone to relate with, or something. =/