My situations changin my mind cant stand the heat
I feel my contious burnin from my headache to the shakin of my feet
This will not be my deceast , my death is far from near
In control of the present but confused which way to steer
I fear , which path i take can be my last
when I am old and gray will I reflect on a possitive past
My dreams continue and the screams inside my body pursuit
like if my mind had jumped out a plane without a parachute
My true emotions reamin a fluke they will never begin to comprise
As if my entire life story was filled with bullshit and lies
I feel like demons have taken over my mind body and soul
Prayers proceed but these devlis refuse to let me go
Lifes not short its the longest thing to have
the hardest thing to grasp is ur biggest mistakes in the past
I now stand lonely with many forks in my road
Stand with my shoulders crossed pacing for which way i should go
there is no answer but my mind should already know
My soul stays in touch but my body drifts away
Only till I wake and recieve the gift of day
this is not a passage but a complex take on life
something abused and taken lightly can be taken with a single knife
We cry, no man can live without emotion
One day we crack and end with a flo of emotional explotion
My lifes a gold token I charish it with my heart
there wasnt really a choice I was given it from the start
I now know my meaning but only to watch my life fall apart