Good Bye...
Good Bye...
The paper again blank
from words i cannot say
i guess i just got scared
after wut you did today
im sorry that i spoke
and im sorry that i cried
but baby please listen
for once believe ive tried
tonight was just horrible
and again i felt the sting
of a thousand pounding fists
hammering agaisnt my skin
"Baby dont hit me again
it really hurts my head"
but you dont even notice
you'll just beat me till im dead
never have you been around
to comfort me from pain
instead you use forceful hands
only proving u more insane
my heart is bleeding inside
my face stained black and blue
i really hate lying to them
for the abusive things you do
people are starting to wonder
if my excuses are real
many lives i've told them all
of the bruises that wont heal
"falling over,tripping
even walking into the door
playing sports on the weekend
and slipping on the floor."
Baby i have no more heart
to cover up your dirty lies
i tried my best to listen
to be quiet and to hide
but after years of yelling
and flying ceramic disks
im ready to run away
from the hardness of your fists
im picking myself off the floor
and screaming in ur face
i dont care anymore
because i fucking hate u
so say goodbye to memories
or chunking things at me
say fare well to my gutless heart
a new strong person you will see
