props on the drop dakore...powerful.
U ever felt whats it like to lose a loved one?/
I have...close family not distant like a cousin/
In fact dogg...i done lost my whole family/
Yea..they alive...but they cant stand me/
I live away from home, still so young/
All my dreams gone, my fault for being dumb/
U know what its like when ur siblings deny you?/
Or when ur own damn mom, despise u?/
Its a feelin i cant explain, a hurt i cant restrain/
Its more pain, then a thousand slugs could ever attain/
My brain, feels like its gon blow up/
Lookin around me...waitin for happiness...to show up/
Only happiness i found belongs wit my girl/
The only person who stands next to me..vs. this whole world/
People go thru drama wit their mama, and say they hate her/
Least ya moma, aint cut u up, like u was paper/
But enough of the fights, imma talk of the nights/
That i spent contemplatin suicide, cuz of this life/
People lost 1 loved one...maybe 2...maybe a mom/
But least wit them...the rest of ur family and u get along/
Me...i got no one...im alone/
Im done wit this rap...im goin home/
To my girlfriend...the only girl in this life of mine, life of crime, after family abandon me/
Hurts deep...but i'll get over it...gradually.
True Story. Recent 1.
N/T - Bein hurt by a girlfriend/wife or boyfriend for the ladies.